...the moment where I'm still....
Two more hours and it'll be different. Two more.
Every year, while I'm still a couple of hours before my day, i think to my self, "This is it! I will never be this age again! I'm currently still this age for a only a little while longer and then it's gone. Let me savor the moment and like...hug it for a while or something."
I'd like to mark this moment to remember how I was feeling and what I was thinking.
*Moment of silence for the age that will die and fade into forgetfulness*
*clears throat*
*sigh*
*sigh*
Dammit, I'll miss it.
I didn't quite fulfill anything special this year but I sure will miss it. I get too attached to things. Even numbers. I actually liked saying 27. I'm use to it. It flows nicely out of my tongue and mouth. Not 28. Twenty-eight...i mean, who says that?! It sounds so....not so special.
Ok, I'm just blabbering now AND offending all others out there that are another number. Sorry. Bare with me but it's my party and i cry if i want to, right?
Things to remember the moment/year by:
• Currently reading Rebeccas's Reward by Lauraine Snelling where I picture Jon as the main guy character and at this very moment in the book he touches her cheek with one finger after he asks if she's really alright. *sigh*
• I still love NKOTB and went to their concert for the first time! (>.<)!!!
• I gave Jordan two thumbs up at the concert and he saw me. *bows head in shame*
• I crushed and was crushed by a proposal.
• Yes, still single.
• I got drunk more than ever. *chuckles at memories*
• I went to California and stalked Went. Ohhh, That's a good one! *sigh* I was happy there.
• Went to Mexico-Tijuana and cried from things i saw. Also, almost got busted by a border cop. Also, the scariest moment of the whole year. :-/
• Used this smilie a lot ---> :-/
• Actually had fun out without my sisters for a change, with like...real friends and stuff.
• Read my first Jane Austen book and fell in love—Pride and Prejudice. I love you Mr. Darcy!
• Discovered new obsessions like James McAvoy and Jonathan Knight who will now have a spot on my list permanently. It ain't easy to get on this list, i gotta tell ya.
• Said the phrase "I gotta tell ya" too many times to myself in my head.
• Made the most awesomeness of friends online. Yes you, *kiss*
• Got my license to drive! How can i forget?! *slaps forehead* I can soo get a car now!
• Realized I'm terrified of driving. Ohh yeahhhh...thats' right.
• Lost a bit of weight. But not enough. Never enough.
• Discovered Facebook and lord the hours of fun at work. btw, my boss is trying to add me as a friend. I mean who the fuck does that?!
• Said good-bye to Wet for Went.org *sniff sniff*
• Just realized my whole year was based on the internet. :-/
• Sighed. A lot.
• Discovered many things that are still flowing in my head.
• Thinking. A lot.
• Learned I'm much more mature than I thought I was in certain aspects.
• Realized my parents did a wonderful job.
• Made people I never thought I would laugh....and hard.
• Worked on a freelance project for a whole year and still haven't finished.
• Accepted the fact that I can fail sometimes. It's ok.
• Learned to care for myself and take time for myself more than ever.
• Got my first full time job and hate it...then liked it....then hate it again.
• Did insane things for this job like crawl on floors and dress up as a Youtube video for Halloween.
• Cried. A lot.
• Got myself an iPhone! Finally! Yessss!
• Learned that nothing thrills me like things use to. Maybe because I'm getting older.
• FINALLY went to Disney after all my siblings got to go when they were younger except for me. Well, the California version.
• Haven't lost my faith, though this year was the toughest.
• C-box will NEVER die! Till 2010, of course, but *shrug.*
and last but certainly not least (cuz i can just keep going with this and never stop)....
• I'm still very much in love with Wentworth Earl Miller III.
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnd that's all folks. I just pray this year is TONS better with many more blessings. I hope the same for all of you! :-) Come to think of it, I have fulfilled pretty special moments after reading this list. *nods* Not bad. But I can do better.
ps. Neri, you are one of a kind. Never forget.
I didn't quite fulfill anything special this year but I sure will miss it. I get too attached to things. Even numbers. I actually liked saying 27. I'm use to it. It flows nicely out of my tongue and mouth. Not 28. Twenty-eight...i mean, who says that?! It sounds so....not so special.
Ok, I'm just blabbering now AND offending all others out there that are another number. Sorry. Bare with me but it's my party and i cry if i want to, right?
Things to remember the moment/year by:
• Currently reading Rebeccas's Reward by Lauraine Snelling where I picture Jon as the main guy character and at this very moment in the book he touches her cheek with one finger after he asks if she's really alright. *sigh*
• I still love NKOTB and went to their concert for the first time! (>.<)!!!
• I gave Jordan two thumbs up at the concert and he saw me. *bows head in shame*
• I crushed and was crushed by a proposal.
• Yes, still single.
• I got drunk more than ever. *chuckles at memories*
• I went to California and stalked Went. Ohhh, That's a good one! *sigh* I was happy there.
• Went to Mexico-Tijuana and cried from things i saw. Also, almost got busted by a border cop. Also, the scariest moment of the whole year. :-/
• Used this smilie a lot ---> :-/
• Actually had fun out without my sisters for a change, with like...real friends and stuff.
• Read my first Jane Austen book and fell in love—Pride and Prejudice. I love you Mr. Darcy!
• Discovered new obsessions like James McAvoy and Jonathan Knight who will now have a spot on my list permanently. It ain't easy to get on this list, i gotta tell ya.
• Said the phrase "I gotta tell ya" too many times to myself in my head.
• Made the most awesomeness of friends online. Yes you, *kiss*
• Got my license to drive! How can i forget?! *slaps forehead* I can soo get a car now!
• Realized I'm terrified of driving. Ohh yeahhhh...thats' right.
• Lost a bit of weight. But not enough. Never enough.
• Discovered Facebook and lord the hours of fun at work. btw, my boss is trying to add me as a friend. I mean who the fuck does that?!
• Said good-bye to Wet for Went.org *sniff sniff*
• Just realized my whole year was based on the internet. :-/
• Sighed. A lot.
• Discovered many things that are still flowing in my head.
• Thinking. A lot.
• Learned I'm much more mature than I thought I was in certain aspects.
• Realized my parents did a wonderful job.
• Made people I never thought I would laugh....and hard.
• Worked on a freelance project for a whole year and still haven't finished.
• Accepted the fact that I can fail sometimes. It's ok.
• Learned to care for myself and take time for myself more than ever.
• Got my first full time job and hate it...then liked it....then hate it again.
• Did insane things for this job like crawl on floors and dress up as a Youtube video for Halloween.
• Cried. A lot.
• Got myself an iPhone! Finally! Yessss!
• Learned that nothing thrills me like things use to. Maybe because I'm getting older.
• FINALLY went to Disney after all my siblings got to go when they were younger except for me. Well, the California version.
• Haven't lost my faith, though this year was the toughest.
• C-box will NEVER die! Till 2010, of course, but *shrug.*
and last but certainly not least (cuz i can just keep going with this and never stop)....
• I'm still very much in love with Wentworth Earl Miller III.
Annnnnnnnnnnnnnd that's all folks. I just pray this year is TONS better with many more blessings. I hope the same for all of you! :-) Come to think of it, I have fulfilled pretty special moments after reading this list. *nods* Not bad. But I can do better.
ps. Neri, you are one of a kind. Never forget.
7 comments:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NERI!!!!!!
My dear friend, from what I read you had a great year and this one will be even better! Remember you're not getting older, you're getting wiser.
By the way, you're boss is trying to add you as a friend at Facebook!? LMAO!
Many kisses, have a great day sweetie!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY N!!!
Ohh love I wish you a great day near your family and friends, if possible, lol.
I am right behind your number now, don't worry.
It's interesting to read your topics.
And I am glad of being part of most of them.
You are my forever twin!
Enjoy life! Even if you are 28!
MUAHHHHHHHH!
Happy Birthday, Love. I hope you have a wonderful time. If you are ever back in California, holla at ya girl! Maybe we can hook up. You can stay in Krissie's room. I'm sure she won't mind. After all she let WFW say there...I'll keep Punkin' out for you!
*clearing throat to sing*
Thinking better of it.
Metally linking your ears to Went's version of "Happy birthday, Korea".
Mentally erasing the word "Korea".
Mentally inserting the name "Neri".
Mentally making sure he's singing it so close to your ear you feel his breath.
Feeling too mentally exhausted now to do anything but wish you a happy birthday.
Happy birthday Neri!!!!
Seems like there's a lot of twenty-something blues going 'round. But, as you said, we're more mature than we think, and... we're finding out who we are.
Ummmm, my boss is kinda my Facebook chum. I hate it. But I couldn't say no to the bitch. Please, don't mention that on FB. Please, she might read it.
Happy b-day!
THANKS Juma!, I'll remember the wiser thing for when i really need it! And yes, I added him! :-/ BUT i had already ignored him so i added him myself and now he doesn't add me! LOL!OL! so fucking confusing!
Awww thanks vanny...my twin (>.<)!!! hehe
YEY NIC thanks for the invitation! I'd LOVE to take over Krissie's room and mess it up a bit! :-D She'd prob tell me to GTFO though! LOL! but fuck it, right? :-p
*sigh* Beige....just *sigh* *mouths thank you*
Yeah Erica! i know! I found out and I'm feel bit more confident in some areas. Not bad at all. :-) Thanks!
HAHaha, you too SM? Gosh what is it with adding friends inappropriately?! People don't have brains! I won't, i promise! thanks! :-D
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