A rare day

Hello!

Its been a while. A lot has happened but it has been fine lately. Today will not happen again in 4 years. It's a leap year. I thought I'd type up something just to see the date recorded on here. :-)

I'm sitting here at work pretending to work. Yet i did finish some things so I'm glad before the super comes monday and begins to harass on things we've done.

I know I had to tell you something but i forget. Things that happened and i laugh to myself and remeind myself to type it up. Whats the point? No one reads this but me.

I'm reading "A touch of Grace" and i'm sooo loving it right now. Its a series i started a long time ago and i'm at the 10th or 11th book (dont rememeber) and it's nice because you know every character and everything that is going on. Even how the senery looks like. It's like watching a continuing movie that you just love. I knew from the beginning Grace wouldd be a special story. It only made sense. She was the deaf child and the most caring and nice out of all the girls. So typical she would end up with the rich guy who sweeps her off her feet and gives her a life she never had. Blah Blah. But even though its Hugely corny i'm soo into it! lol If only life was as innocent and pure as it used to be then. Now you meet someone and society expects you to act and do certain things. Everythign has changed. How will things evolve by the time i have children. Not that this will happen any time soon, trust me, but it makes you wonder. You realize that you used to find your parents ridiculous for holding things back from you. Now you find yourself saying I will never let my future child do that.

So the story is nice. She's vulnerable and clueless which makes the guy look more like a hero. I picture him to be Hayden. I always find a face for the characters. It makes it fun. Went is the usual but i have to give others a chance. So he fit this part well cuz the guy is supposed to be a rich snobby guy but turns into this all accepting simple life guy. It fits I think. Sad how i wouldn't picture myself in her shoes or in any story i read. First of all cuz i'm not deaf lol but i guess cuz i'm not thin or would not think to look as pretty as the writer described the girl to be. So why do i even like the stupid stories? Beats the hell out of me.

Yet the one thing i did notice that made me like it was that she was Grace Always. Always the one to do everything correctly and nice and alwasy played the good girl. Or atleast that's what her life gave her. She got sick of it and is now striving to be somebody, anybody. Someone who made her own desicions and became a real woman. No longer the "girl". So she left the state to be with a guy LOL. Well technically. She went to get away and find herself. But she will soon figure out she loves him and blah blah, it'll be all romantic and the'll kiss in a train station get married and all will be fine in the world. Btu what the hell happns next?!? They never say.

The whole point is...shit...i wanna be her! I wouldn't mind leaving and finding my own life...with a gorgeous guy beside me of course. It wouldn't be fun without that. At what point in your life can you say to yourself — I have a story to remember — and you truly do?