Unfinished song

A long time ago I wrote this one song that I really really love. It came to be when I'd walk to work to Broadstreet. I thought everything was just perfect. Just everything it should have been. I had a job. Getting payed well. The BEST experience and in a cool environment. And on top of it, i'de wear whatever the hell I wanted. I know, not important but to me it is.

Everything was going really well. I'd take the train (of course, when did i not) and the bus and walk on a pretty summer day and smile to myself cuz it was just right. I'd always tell myself its a wonderful day. It might sound corny but when its in your mind and you feel it, it all makes sense and never sounds lame. I'd send my prayer and praise to heavens above me and stare at clouds. Everything made sense.

I realize now i don't do that much anymore. It makes me feel horrible. Do I have to be terrified and worried about my life so i can have that to hang on to and call out when i feel i need it? Is that the only way I'll stay faithful? Things have changed now. Though I'm not in Broadstreet anymore, I am blessed and have EF and my own desk and a spot in TCG. I'm part of a team. Something that I've been hoping for for real long. Though not in the place I'd planed, I'm there and its a blessing. I have to remind myself that when ridiculous things happen. But i guess since these things are so, i don't look up anymore and send up a bit of love like He has sent me.

Either way, I still

love Him! Always have. I just have to find that again without drama in my life. Just do it cuz its necessary for me.

Back to wonderful days—I fell off track. So I wrote this song and even played with garage band to make a sound track for it. lol i know....now that's lame. But not if you're musical at heart. It makes all the sense to us. Just wish i knew how to play an instrument. I'd write much more songs if i did. Not fair.

...and it goes like this:

Its a good day
Its a great day…today

Its a good day
Its a great day
A wonderful day

You have been so good. You have been so good to me

Its a good day
Its a great day…today

When I...
I look at the skies
I see all the clouds….flying up high
I feel sooo alive.

Your Love...
I feel as I sigh
When the breeze passes by…it closes my eyes
I feel soo alive….

Its a good day
Its a great day
A wonderful day

Its a good day
Its a great day…today


Love it. It flows nicely unlike the other crap i've written. Just thinking about them make me blush. But i haven't finished this one. Thats the problem. Its almost like i don't want to ruin it :-/ I'd more than sure i will too. I tend to do that soo much. Its perfect and i don't want to touch it. But i know it needs a verse, two actually. and a bridge.

I just hate how people just figure it out and write songs like it were some damn walk in the park. "Oh, think I'll just write a song today...feel like it" *rolls eyes* Stupid pop singers. I should start praying about it more to see if this can grow for me. I want that blessing! But i need to work on it cuz i don't think i deserve it just now.

Which brings to mind....recording. *sigh* When, oh when Lord?


Funny story of the day:
I went to get my passport done. I know, FINALLY! So i go to the line and the lady revises everything. *breathes relief* the photos were fine!

and she proceed a bit louder than nessecary...
"So you've never been married, right?"

WTF?! Which box did i check?!....YAH! "NO"!!!! WTF do you think?!?!
patience...

so i just said, "yup" and tried not to flip out. The nerve of people!
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Ok i'm done. have to go do more productive things today. Only have one day in our weekends :-/ yes, Life sucks at this end.